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Please Don’t Turn on the Lights: How Body Image Affects Intimacy

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This week, we have a guest post from an incedible colleague of mine here in Denver, Kate Daigle of Kate Daigle Counseling [http://www.katedaiglecounseling.com/]. Kate and I connected a while back as therapists as well as two women who have overcome eating disorders. She graciously shared my “Recovery Is” blog on her website which gave me the guts to ask if she would write a piece for us! Enjoy!

 

Please Don’t Turn on the Lights: How Body Image Affects Intimacy

Have you ever looked in the mirror and had negative thoughts or emotions jump out at you about the image reflected back?  What about standing in front of the mirror naked?  Now try to imagine how it feels to let your partner see you naked.  If you ask me, I’d say vulnerable!!!  Yikes!

We all have a body, so we all have a body image. Our relationship with our bodies can have a significant impact on our physical and emotional intimacy with our loved ones and with ourselves.   Body image is described as a culmination of a person’s internal and external experiences, personality, perception of the world and impact of cultural influences. I also think of it as a person’s perception of their body’s attractiveness and acceptability by others, and it is often influenced by expectations set in the media, in our culture, and by those close to us.  Sometimes, our body image is passed down to us as a reflection of our parents’ own relationships with their bodies.

Our culture’s obsession with the “thin ideal” as the standard for beauty can have a detrimental effect on women (and men) whose bodies do not look the way that society says is “beautiful” – ie: thin, yet curvy in the right places, tall, toned, active, strong yet not too strong, etc etc etc.  For men the standards are equally as confusing and contradictory.

And when we feel as if we are unattractive based on society’s standards, we can internalize that feeling and become at war with our own selves.

Chasing, yet not meeting this elusive thin-ideal standard can foster feelings of inadequacy in women and men and can support a belief that there is something undesirable about our bodies and thus ourselves. Intimacy, whether physical and/or emotional, is the deep connection and closeness felt between romantic partners that is intended to be a method of communicating love, affection, and acceptance.  If we struggle with communicating love and acceptance to ourselves, with our negative body image creating a barrier between us and the world, we can cut ourselves off from this deep, nourishing intimacy with others and create a divide in our relationship.

When we don’t feel emotionally safe and accepting with our own bodies, we may create a self-protecting defensive shield around ourselves which can lead to a disconnection with ourselves and with our partners.  As someone who works extensively with people who struggle with body image and disordered eating issues, I can attest to the deep disconnect and loneliness that these struggles can bring to physical and emotional intimacy.  What I also know is that healing body image wounds is very possible and it is one of the leading factors to re-establishing a sensual, intimate relationship with your partner(s) and with yourself.

How?

If you struggle with body image issues and you feel that they are affecting your intimacy in your relationship,

Be honest.  Open up to your partner(s).  Share as much about what you are feeling as you feel comfortable.  Sure, this is vulnerable as heck.  It also opens the dialogue for understanding and connection and can foster communication between you about how you can feel more comfortable in your body.

Be kind.  First to yourself.  I know this is hard.  I believe that we cannot truly offer to others what we are not able to give to ourselves.  Instead of judging yourself for having these struggles, try to be compassionate and gentle.

Be curious.  What is really going on for you in your body image struggle?  As author Geneen Roth (author of Women, Food and God and When Food is Love) states: “”Every time you sneak food, you give yourself the message that you cannot be seen … [and it] translates into sneaking your desires, sneaking your hungers, and sneaking your heart, because you feel you don’t deserve love.”  Try to take a gentle look at what might be feeding your body image struggle including experiences from your past where you have felt judged about your body for some reason.

Try to reconnect to what intimacy feels like to you.  When have you felt close with someone?  What did that feel like in your body – sensations, emotions, physical touch?  How did your body react to that feeling of closeness?  What is one small step you could take today to re-initiate that feeling of closeness with your partner or yourself?

Have you had body image struggles which have impacted your intimacy and closeness with loved ones?  Leave a comment below about your experience and how you healed that connection with your partner or yourself.

 

About Kate:

Kate B. Daigle, MA, NCC, LPC is the owner of Kate Daigle Counseling, LLC and has been working in the field of eating disorder and body image treatment since 2007. She thrives in supporting woman and men of all ages and backgrounds to find a peaceful, accepting relationship with food, their bodies and themselves. Having recovered from an eating disorder and body image struggles, Kate can personally relate to what it is like to feel disconnected with your body and knows it’s possible to embody a fully sustained and healthy recovery.

You can read more of Geneen Roth’s work here.

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I hope you took pleasure in reading this guest post. I aspire to bring more guest writers to offer a diversity of voices and perspectives to my weekly blog! Remember, if there are any topics you would like covered, send your requests my way at lilyazehner@gmail.com.

Until next time,

Lily

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  1. Pingback: Please Don't Turn On The Lights: How Body Image Affects Intimacy - Kate Daigle Counseling

  2. Kate Daigle Reply
    This was so fun to do, Lily! Thanks for the opportunity to guest post on your blog. I think there is so much to talk about the intersection of body image with intimacy and look forward to continuing to research and address these topics. ~Kate :)
    • Lily Reply
      You are welcome to write and share here anytime Kate! I couldn't agree more, there is plenty here to learn, write about, and share on this intersection!

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